Gee. Its like having Mr. Chia as my title but, whatever. Am refering to the poly thing.
Totally not happy with the posting and am going to appeal. Not going to waste my 2009-academic-wise.
Pot totally made the day. NP!=D Never once did Art sound so appealing to me after three years of toture. Or NYP for Social Sciences.
JESUS! You give me favour with the people at the polys tomorrow and grace to enter NP for ABM or NYP for SS! Your death at the cross more than paid the price for me so there is no way I won’t get it! And if You give me red light for that, You’ll give me more than sufficient funds for 2011!=D AMEN!
“We were but stones, your light made us stars”- Light Years by Pearl Jam
In this case, “We were but stones, Your light made us stars”. You made us all go blink blink twinkle twinkle when its our season. It just hit home that I have so much to thank Daddy for.
Little things like a real spirit of joy that no one seems to understand, yet making me so joyful about everything and just somehow rejecting all the bad thoughts. It brings back past memories of those P6-Sec 1 days where its pretty suicidical and angst fills the heart. You bring me higher, and make sure I don’t fall back to those days. Worst things have come and gone and all it needs is a long crying session with loads of “WHY?!” thrown to You to calm the storm in my heart. Thank You for answering, for bringing in the much needed peace.
I’ve been so blessed with the people around me. I’ve got a ABFF who never rough it out with me, who is so patient to listen to all my issues and is like my sister out of bloodline. I’ve got a twin who’s so similar to me in terms of school experience and sorts that’s so easy to relate to and talk to. I’ve got a crazy friend who’s like the barang barang friend, somone to fall on for everything and relate on for information. I’ve got an awesome cousin who’s pretty loony but has got so much life lessons in her to share. I’ve got this special person to rely on who’s really quite amazingly patient, loving, caring, sweet, funny, awesome, all into one for any random thing.
I’ve been blessed with natural things like height, slight psychic powers, “mind-reading” powers with ABFF, a singing voice which I’ve received praises for, weird likings for things different from most girls that makes me special even to the human kind.
2010, thus far, is pretty short, but all these made 2010 a great year. And Daddy can’t let anything go back to the original state, He can only give much more, so Daddy, we’ll all end 2010 with such a huge bang that we’ll all PLJD(PARTY LIKE JESUS DID)!
I’m sick and talking to Lash now. Gee.
And gee, I really don’t know what to say!
GAH.
‘There’s no ‘I’ in ‘TEAMWORK’, neither is there a ‘U’. But there’s an ‘I’ and ‘U’ in ‘FAILURE’.
Jesus and I are team. So there’s no me nor you ’cause He’s yoked with me and takes care of me(and you too). But when I rely on myself or anyone else, there’s bound to be failure. ‘Cause Man can only fail.
I’m proud of Gerv! Wise words from Gerv is so rare, but when it comes, its so awesome!
Was listening to songs by Sean Goh, Teacher Ronnie, Adeline Gan and other worship leaders just now. I saw the My King music vid. After like 4 months. IT WAS JUST SO GOOD.
The song started playing, ‘Yea, that’s one of my favourites! We’ve got awesome people like Sean Goh!’. I always assume that all the songs are written by Sean Goh. I was singing along, like how I always do. Then I decided to focus on the video, afterall, I’ve never seen the entire vid before.
After a while, tears rimmed my eyes. I started crying. There was just something about that song. It was not so much on the scene. It was a couple quarrelling and after that, the husband sang My King and brought forth peace into his heart and he made up with his wife. But I just started crying, there was this cry inside my heart. I have no idea what is it for but I just kept crying.
Then after so long, I just come to this conclusion. Its just the anointing that flows, the bondage set free after learning the Truth, the revelation that He’s always there.
I just feel really blessed. Really really blessed to know Tim for he’s the one who introduced me to DARE and New Crea. Really really blessed to be in New Crea where we’ve got really anointed pastors, worship leaders, leaders and churchies. Really really blessed to be in DARE where everyones’ hearts are on fire for Jesus and revelation just keep pouring forth. Really really blessed to be in Arrow to be part of that big family and impact them because we are the very special batch of Level 4s. Really really blessed to know all my Level 4s.
It was all so magical. I dropped from Express. I went down to 5N. I had to know all of them again. Lash left for Aussieland. Leaving my comfort zone of being with Extreme and under the wings of Julian. I was basically facing everything alone. Sure, I had Bridgitte. But its different, considering that she knows quite a few of them. I was facing all these new people alone. Facing challenges to step out of my comfort zone. Then we got to bond. Through services, level meetings, level outings, study groups, level events, The Zone events, camp. We know each other. That made seperation worse. But through all these, we are all made to be life-long friends, family out of bloodline. We’re tight. We’re bonded by one Man, one God- Jesus.
Daddy, I just want to thank You that although that lateral transfer seems so bad in the natural, You made it all good, so good. And Daddy, I just trust in You that this “crisis” in my step is made good in Your hands.
I blogged this at my private blog, so just copy and pasted it over since I feel that it might be a blessing to others. I mean who knows right! So many people on the net.
And no more sign off unless I feel like it. So tired nowXD REST, REST! R&R!=D
SHE SCREAMS MUMMY AND PAPA LIKE EVERY SINGLE SECOND.
I asked mummy if I was like that. She said no. PHEW. Thank God, if not she’ll like hate me or something. And funny thing is when I was little, I don’t whine, I don’t want toys. But now I want. Curious Case of Michelle.
And I annoyed my parents by going ‘Mummy, mummy, mummy, mummy’ and ‘Daddy, daddy, daddy, daddy’. Okay, the daddy one didn’t work. So I went ‘Papa, papa, papa, papa’ until both of them give up. It was so annonyingly fun. I shall go do that to everyone else soon=D
xoxoxo, youareblessedtoo
12012010; 2119
mumblemumble
Something is horribly wrong with you if you keep calling me to ask me something about you. Come on, I’m not Google, kay. Just call that freaking poly and ask. How on earth am I supposed to know all the polys’ numbers! GG.
And also that guitarists are super cool=D
I love those parts where they zoomed in to the picking part!=) This song’s very nice until the drums part came in. SLOW ROCK FTW. But I love drums too=)
Thought. Guitar is cooler than any other instrument. ‘Cause different ways of strumming changes a song. And with a capo, you change the tune of it! Piano is like just piano though it seems like everyone’s learning it. HAHAH!
I like indie/ alternative=)
xoxoxo, youareblessedtoo
12012010; 0346
letspicktheguitupagain
I’m very bored and I can’t sleep and I can’t stop listening to Hillsong and other random stuff on Youtube though I’ve been listening to Hillsong so much that I can sing along and get very involved(HIGH! P&W at Arrow soon, please!) and have to shut myself up before I wake the neighbourhood up. ‘Cause Choir people like me are awesome at singing loudly and just somehow magnify my voice. I MISS LASHAUN XXXX XXXX(I know you’ll like kill me or something if I put your full name=)) ESPECIALLY AT CHOIR WHEN WE SING BESIDE EACH OTHER LIKE IN CHURCH. And that was how we met and become best friends=) SO COOL RIGHT!
Sean Goh, I hope the Holy Spirit tells you to put songs like Soon and His Glory Appears on this week’ s song list! And I-don’t-know-all-the-awesome-awesome-songs-like-My-Abba-My-Father-and-Fall-Afresh-On-Me-kay!
And I’m the perfect PI ’cause I stalk people, so well that they don’t know. And I’ve learnt, in 2010, over 11 days that my gut feelings about other people’s feeling are 99% percent accurate. Blessing or not, I have no idea.
I’m still very excited for 2010. Very. VERY.
R&R and good stuff!=D I’m going to get baptised with two Jesus lovers in 2010! HOW EXCITING! CYP is going to stalk two very cute/hot/ good to bully guys, who are my friends=’) HAHAH!
I totally reminded myself that I owe that David Hu one apology ’cause I let him leave for his I-don’t-know-what training with yellow paint on his left arm and he totally didn’t notice and came back with that too. OOPS.
AND I’VE DECIDED! I’M NOT GOING TO TALK TO YOU UNLESS YOU TALK TO ME FIRST! HUMPH. How childish. But I don’t care. I’m still a kid!
GG. QT WITH POT AT 1100. BETTER SLEEP NOW.
I WISH I HAVE DORAEMON’S REN YI MEN AND WHEN I OPEN THAT DOOR YOU’LL BE THERE AND WE’LL GET HIGH TOGETHER, TALK NONSENSE TOGETHER, GOSSIP ABOUT GUYS TOGETHER, TALK ABOUT MISSING JULIAN TOGETHER, TALK ABOUT THE 10 YEARS THAT’S COME AND GONE SINCE WE’VE KNOWN EACH OTHER. THROW IN A BIG BIG BAG OF LAY’S SOUR CREAM AND ONION JUST LIKE HOW WE USED TO AND PROLLY ADD IN SOME ALCOHOL AND WE’LL GO RAH RAH TOGETHER AND TALK MORE NONSENSE LIKE HOW WE STILL DO AND PROLLY FOR ANOTHER 10 YEARS DOWN THE ROAD. IT’S BEEN CRAZY KNOWING OUR SIMILARITIES AND TACIT UNDERSTANDING THAT IS SO UCANNY AND SO SCARY AND FREAKY BUT SO COOL=D
OKAY. I SHOULD REALLY GO SLEEP NOW. AND I WANT TO GO TO MY KINDERGARTEN AGAIN! I SHALL GO BUG POT LATER.
xoxoxo, youareblessedtoo
12012010; 0322
waytofreedomtruelovejesus
YES. LIKE TEN FREAKING RULES. ALL IN ONE DAY. NEVER ONCE IN MY ENTIRE SCHOOLING DAYS DID I BREAK THAT MANY RULES.
#1-SUPER LONG FRINGE. AND I REFUSE TO CLIP IT UP=D
#2-I tied my hair with the telephone coil band thingy. I totally misplaced by normal band after 1111.
#3-4 earstuds. All mismatched. One green, one pink, one white, one pink star. Mrs. Ali went like ‘All these things coming out, yea!’ while pointing to ears. HAHAH!
#4-Wore purple cross necklace.
#5- No elastic band at the end of the blouse[I broke this rule since forever]
#6-Didn’t velcro the end of the blouse[Broke this since forever too. Used to be in DM's English class. NEVER CAUGHT! I'm so proud of that. HAHAH!]
#7-Altered skirt[Since forever too. Skirt was too freaking long]
#8-Socks unseen. Low low ankle socks FTW. Converses look best without the presence of socks. Hygiene is important. So low low ankle socks FTW!
#9-WORE GREEN CONVERSES!<3
#10-EYELINER. FULL-STOP.
THERE!
I broke ten rules in one shot. NICEEEEEEEEEEE. I ACTUALLY LIKE THE THRILL OF IT. HEEHEE!
Discussed with Mum about the options. And I told her what was like a secret between Lashie and I since I-don’t-know-when.
HILLSONG COLLEGE.
How awesome will that be. Totally 24/7 QT QT QT all the way! I can’t sit and read Bible like Julian so yea, HILLSONG COLLEGE.
I WILL GO THERE WITHIN 5 YEARS. EVERYONE WHO SEES THIS, SAY ‘AMEN AMEN!’ NOW! (When two or more agree, it shall come to pass!)
Heh, can’t wait.
Hello Jesus. I realised I haven’t been spending a lot of time with You. Been “busy”. I love those revelations and things you planted in my heart whenever I talk to You. But I can’t seem to get myself to do QT everyday with note taking and stuff like in church. Help me to go into the flow and have QT with You. I love the feeling I get when You do miracles in me and transform me and let me know that I’m growing in Your sight. AMEN to QT with You everyday!=D
SUPER CUTE KID! Moved to tears=’) Am so so so proud of him though I have no clue who he is. It’s like me standing in Daddy God’s shoes and watching myself worship Him! I think I look like that when I went crazy at Hillsong concert. Looking oh-so-horrible and unglam and messy yet He’s smiling. AT ME. Admist the crowd. ‘Cause He’s my Daddy. HOW LOVED, YOU TELL ME!
2010,
get Jav to Arrow,
grow in Him,
serve and see lives being transformed,
be conscious of my identity,
run to Him in all circumstances.
My Papa can fail, despite me looking to him as though he’s infallible, as though he’s Superman who’s capable of everything. But Daddy can’t. So, I know, I’m so safe and secured, so loved and blessed, so precious and special in His eyes.
Just remembered. I’m called to be an eagle. In storms, I soar above them. Not be caught in them. This O’s JAE(Oops, really misused your name, Mr. Chia!) thing is a great platform for Daddy to do His works. So undeserving yet so loved and still so favoured.
Am so favoured everyday. Today’s came from Yi Lin. My hair shone and twinkle twinkle in the sun, my skin fair and good, my lips moisturised and not dry. It matters. Thanks=)
Calls and texts from people who really really care. Even Lashie, over Skype. Thank God for technology! Mrs. Chuan is great. Like just great. I told her about the Hillsong College thing and she’s encouraging me to go for it. And that results does not equates everything. That people with great results can be someone with horrible morals. And I think I need a little help from Isaac John’s dad.
HEY YOU! YES YOU! YOU LAMP PERCHED ON A HILL! SHINE!
Heh, I like how it all started with some random thing and then I see Daddy’s fingerprints all over!=D
xoxoxo, youareblessedtoo
12012009; 0130
maybeyouweredoingsomething, butiwishedyouasked
I’m waiting for Papa to get out of the shower so we don’t clash. Bathe must have a lot of water one. Spoiled kid talk.
Since the topic now is O’s, I shall talk a little about it. HEEHEE!
Truth. Didn’t score as well as I thought I’d do. But there’s still polys(I keep thinking plural form of poly should be like polies. But it looks too weird=() for me to go to! And all the marks I missed are just for more grace to flow=D And when I saw a lot of them freaking out before the release of results and nervous after getting them, I was not. Except for the shaking when I ripped open the letter thingy. And then I thought I was weird(I mean, come on. Even my leader said I’m quirky. I’m pretty sure he’s just trying to be nice. HAHAH!). Until it hit me that it’s a year of R&R! REST AND REIGN! Oh, and I’m so glad that Jav is coming back to church. HEEHEE! Just don’t kill a cockroach in front of me anymore.
And something real good will happen if CYP’s coming for my baptism. HAHAH!
Wednesday’s seminar with Arrow leaders. GEE.
I’ve been going ‘Sean Goh’ out of the blue since morning. I’m going to be a fan soon. I can speak to Ky!=D
QT with Pot tomorrow. Mummy don’t let me go for my fifth piercing! Should have pierced then say. Never mind. 4 is 1 short to 5. Then it’s just more space for grace to flow! Heehee, reminds me of the poster thingy I passed to Mr. Chia. Can you believe it that the first statement that came out of my mouth when I saw him was ‘MR. CHIA! YOU GOT SUNBURNT!’?! OMG.
And I broke like 9 10 school rules today. First time! All attire rules.
Need to make sure Mr. Chia sticks that thing somewhere in his cubicle and talk to Mdm. Sieow that I want to be part of the facilitators for Library Camp 2010! I’m going to make it super awesome together with Cheong! WE ARE ARROW FAMILY!
PAPA’S DONE! PROLLY MORE BLOGGING LATER!
